I am an explorer of time, space and reality. I like to think everything is relative. choosing a fixed point only makes our world a seem a little more systematic. The real absolute truth is there is nothing in the universe except pure unadulterated chaos. It lives. It breathes. It is the degradation of us all. It is the destroyer and the creator. It is the only absolute. there is no order, only noise.
Chaos is my blue muse, my cup of coffee and a slice of cheese if you will. I see it everywhere and it’s beautiful. It inspires me and it makes me want to surrender. I live with it. I try to walk through different hallways and jump into rooms I have never scene before. It gets me somewhere but it gets me nowhere. this is my reality. or atleast what I think is reality.
My reality is objective. I find it hard to cope with since it keeps changing every second. sometimes I’m dreaming and I drift off into space, into lala land. and sometimes it feels much more real than the real world itself. this makes it difficult to differentiate between what’s truly real and what we think is real. I see things. I imagine. and then I create my own visions. everything is surreal. everything is just chaos.
I am the in-betweener who’s always never fit in anywhere, so I shuffle through spaces, dimensions and time. I pass through some. and some I make my home. Some I’ve always loved. and there are some very dark shady corners I am and have always been afraid of. This blog is going to be my exploration into all the places I go through. all the experiences I have so forth.
into the rabbit hole.
“Ordo ab chao”